So a couple of thing happened since my last post. They were good things, yet the process to get to them was somewhat difficult. It was my girlfriends birthday so we brought over some of her friends (only 2 since we don't like large groups) and just chilled at my house. It was honestly fun. Me and the girls did some crafts and played some games. Anyways, it was about a day after when the girlfriend and I were coming home. I was explaining I wanted to try rabbit and she got offended. I unwisely said I said it to make her angry, which wasn't the truth. I tend to not think in situations like that, so I said something stupid. She got angry and said she was going home. I started to get somewhat frustrated that she was leaving for something as insignificant as this, but I walked away and she drove off. That only bothered me more that she actually drove off. I was expecting that she was kidding and would get out of the car, but she didn't. I angrily called her up and told her to come back. She eventually did, and of course I just kept on bitching at her. She got upset and started acting maniacal. I tried to keep her from leaving thinking she would not go home, but rather go off somewhere. Except............................
Ok the moral of this long story is that I had to take a long hard look at whether I wanted to remain with PL. I eventually realized that she was my soul mate since I have never been or met anyone as compatible she is with me. We get each other. I can spend majority of my time around her and feel absolutely comfortable. She is my best friend. I had the hardest time seeing this since she never was my friend nor did we date around before fucking. We kinda just jumped into the boyfriend-girlfriend thing and I got blindsighted by it. It was a moment when we were laying in bed with my contemplating the future of possibly not being with her, when she said that she will forever be my friend no matter what. That moment was when I finally saw her for who she truly was, my best friend.
So now its the end of classes. Projects are due and finals are looming. Stress, stress, stress. I pretty much want to not care and just do it as it comes. I might study, but my procrastination trait is on overdrive. Got tickets to six flags this friday. I CAN'T WAIT!!!
Good post!
ReplyDeleteI really like the idea behind this blog. Please give us more! Interested...so +1! :D
ReplyDeleteI tend not to think in situations either.
ReplyDeleteI wish I had tickets to six flags :(
ReplyDeleteHave fun
Six flags can be fun but I have not gone in a long time. Ride a ride for me!
ReplyDeleteIt's rare to find someone you can be that comfortable around (at least it has been for me). It's good you don't take it for granted. My sister has similar reactions to eating rabbit, lol.
ReplyDeleteInteresting post, can't believe she reacted so badly to a such a simple thing though!
ReplyDeletenice post
ReplyDeleteknow how you feel man. always something
ReplyDeleteAww man, good luck with finals anyway
ReplyDeleteHope you enjoyed your visit to six flags
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